Assim me sinto :(

I Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I am today...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Our seperate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Livin' On The Edge

Tudo me corrido mal nos últimos tempos...

É o estudo que me esta a correr mal, as avarias no meu carro que ditaram a sua reforma antecipada, o portátil que vai ter que voltar a ir para a garantia (um mês antes dela acabar - ao menos isso) é a minha vida pessoal a ir de mal a pior, é ter perdido as minhas capacidades de raciocínio e sentir estar perto de um esgotamento, é ter que pela primeira vez em 25 anos de existência neste calhau junto ao sol "plantado" ter que tomar vitaminas a ver se evito o pior...

Acho que estou a viver no meu limite :(

(esta musica esta desde de manhã na minha cabeça... será coincidência?)